Michael

MAN-i never considered the possibility of actually missing a celebrity. i guess it's because it never came to me that mj would die and the whole world would feel such a great loss. never having met him has nothing to do with it--his presence has always and will always be felt everywhere--there has simply never been life without michael jackson. everyone has their stories and millions of people are telling why it affects them the most. i'm not saying i'm special but actually hoping that it's semi-normal that i feel i've lost a friend. i always felt for him, fought for him, remained dumbfounded at his amazing abilities and contributions to the world of music and entertainment as well as humankind. but now i recognize that he had a bigger place in my life than i realized. through his pain and struggles he was superhuman and to me and really did seem Invincible.

it's so hard to comprehend.

i hate to see you go michael, but i hope you finally get some rest and peace.